I swore my house would NEVER look like Blakes parents but things went all wrong once Blake came home from Alaska last September...... He had shot a buck and had it mounted. The deer up in Alaska are cute and small so when Blake BEGGED ME to put it up I thought sure he wont be too much of an eye sore so up he went. I gave Blake a little corner in the living room to have for his "HUNTING" memorial... A week ago I come home and find this GIANT DEER hanging next to the little guy. This was Blakes buck from Colorado that his Dad had hanging in his own house. Well he ran out of room at his house and told Blake he could have his deer back.... It is all down hill from here! I realized Blake is just going to make a collage in his corner and squeeze as many animals that fit. My house will slowly turn into a museum.... DANG IT LEIGH! YOU SHOULD NOT HAVE OK'ED THE FIRST ONE!!!
And P.S. I swear the deer looks at me when I am home late at night and I get scared back into my bedroom.......
But... I do love my husband so I try and show him that somewhere deep down (really really deep down) I like hunting.
-13 weeks pregnant-
I am pretty sure I looked this big at 24 weeks with Tay but oh well. BRING IT ON. I cried the other day because I swore it was in my head how big I looked but Blake told me I looked " a lot bigger than last time." I am not scared of the weight gain just the thought of getting three times bigger! What if I cant walk???? lol
This pregnancy has been COMPLETELY different than Tays so we shall see what this kid is like? Tay cried her first year of life... Maybe this one will be a "good baby" FINGERS CROSSED!
I am not gonna lie I dont think I want to ever get pregnant again. I hate to complain for those pore women that cant get pregnant but I have to journal this so I can hold it against the kid when he/she is older and acting up ya know?!
-at 5 weeks I had horrible back labor pains and was scared to death of loosing the baby. 3 days later the pain stopped but so did all the other symptoms. I was SO SCARED!!!! I wanted to have a symptom ANY SYMPTOM
-Then I jinxed myself..... a week later instead of miscarrying I got horrifically sick. I was sick all day and all night. I could not get out of bed some days and pore Blake and tay had to put up with a useless wife/mom.
-My doctor hooked me up with some Zofran. THANK THE HEAVENS!!!!! I dont know why Doctors hold out. That medicine needs to be at the front counter like mints. Seriously!
-at 10 weeks I got really bad stomach aches and my doctor told me not to eat dairy. KILL ME. I live on milk... But he was right I had developed lactose problems my stomach feels fine as long as I dont have milk.
-Last week I was in Safe way and fainted in the checkout line. It was SOOOOO embarrassing. I was all alone and the pore checkout guy had to come over and help me. I cried like a little baby to him. I AGAIN had to call my Doctor.. (he probably thinks I am psycho) and he told me I was probably hypo-glysemic and had to snack every hour.
Every week is something new ha ha.. But all that matters is that this baby is healthy!!!! I would do it a million times over to protect my baby. I cant wait to meet the little one.. but even more I CANT FREAKIN WAIT to find out if the baby has a hamburger or hotdog!!!!!
Talia is 27 months and she is just a doll! Talia says to me daily "mommy sick?"... "Mommy u ok?" .... and wipes my tears and says "Mommy dont cry." She is the best. When I become a baby she becomes a grown up...
She is in the process of potty training and some days does great and other days..... well we dont talk about those days. Our goal is to get her trained before this baby comes. Love you Tay
Dora is MY new best friend... Yes Tays too but mine for sure. While dealing with the morning sickness Dora has kept Talia's full attention and entertains her through out the day. Talia has never been into watching movies or TV so this new obsession is fine by me! If she likes it I love it!
